This is just the beginning...

This is all completely new to me and i have to say that it is not as easy as i first thought. When you do not have a blog everything is there in your mind ready to be written down.. Now i have writers block, it took me 18 minutes to come up with my Blog title. How do i know that it took me 18 minutes? Well that is easy The Only Way is Essex started as i began to ponder what would headline my blog.

I would like to be able to say that i am philosophical and i can string inspirational quotes together. But that would be a lie, i chose 'quote' because of its irony and to be quite frank irony seems to be the theme of my life. The irony of this quote for those who may be reading this and do not know me is the fact that i was not born an original, i am an identical twin. When your mum dresses you in the same clothes and people cannot tell you apart even when you are 21 and have different hair colour; You are not an original.

The ironical thing is the Twin and I could not be any different. (I will refer to her as my twin only, as i am not in this to name drop and call other people out.) The Twin is on course for a very comfortable first in her Management and Accounting degree i chose Politics and settled for a 2:2. The Twin has been taken on to a competitive graduate programme at Ernst & Young and i am looking to join the British Army (As an Officer mind). I spent my Uni life drunk, working in a bar and playing sport whilst the Twin actually undertook University for what it is, an educational centre. We are different. We have grown out of our shared identity.

I never understood those people who aspire to be like other people. Who want to be celebrities, known one day forgotton the next. I like the limelight do not get me wrong. I certainly can hold my own on a public stage, however the limelight i like to hold is usually to shout down someone else and voice my opinion. I do that to make sure i am not a clone falling in line like i should. Perhaps that is why i am not made for politics? That is a question i could expand on for many hours and bore you all with.

 So to summarise what this Blog will be, well that is pretty easy. It will be an outlet. A place where i can let go on how i feel about things that have happened in my life. Trust me, my life is not as easy as most 21 year olds. I can only presume the quality in writing will increase as i get used to this. I have never written a proper diary.

Alas, the Lax Man (The boyfriend) just called to say Good Night. And i have to be up and ready to go at 7am for run and then gym. So until tomorrow i bid farewell.

-Z